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  1. Sophie – At sea<\/i><\/b><\/li>\n<\/ol>\n

    Poor little rich girl. That’s me.<\/p>\n

    I have everything I want yet I have nothing I really want \u2013 like:<\/p>\n

    Number one:<\/p>\n

    love from my parents who are too busy making money and impressing other rich and famous people to notice me.<\/p>\n

    Number two:<\/p>\n

    friends who like me for myself not because I’m rich.<\/p>\n

    I’ve met Richard Branson, I’ve met Elton John, I’ve even met Prince Harry but I want to meet ordinary folk who are not famous and not impressed by fame or riches.<\/p>\n

    I’m sitting on the huge deck of my father’s super yacht in Portal Nous Marina in Mallorca, the envy of all the onlookers gawping at me, so, so lonely. If only you knew I wanted to shout to them. If only I could change places with you.<\/p>\n

    I want to be of use, to have some purpose, a nurse or a policeman perhaps. Yet I\u2019m trapped in a world I haven’t the courage to leave. It seems everyone wants to be rich like me. No-one will understand why I\u2019m complaining because I\u2019ve got what they want. They think being rich and famous makes you happy but it doesn\u2019t.\u00a0 <\/span>I know only too well.\u00a0 <\/span>All the rich people just work to be richer – they worship money.\u00a0 <\/span>They haven\u2019t time to enjoy life and they try to impress everyone with their wealth – fancy cars, expensive jewellery, and so on.\u00a0 <\/span>But it’s amazing how much power wealth gives, how many doors are opened, tickets to the Cup Final, men’s final at Wimbledon, dinners with MP\u2019s, just to name a few that spring to mind.<\/p>\n

    To the left and to the right of us are even grander yachts, making ours look small.\u00a0 <\/span>I thought we were rich but here we don\u2019t really rate.\u00a0 <\/span>Both sets of owners have abandoned their craft, probably going to the same place as Dad, so all I can see in their vast empty saloons are large flickering TV screens.<\/p>\n

    “Can I get you anything Miss Sophie?” asks Griff, one of the crew that are there to see I and my father and step-mother want for nothing. I just shake my head instead of just saying what I really want – a new life. My father and step-mother have gone off with two of their so-called friends to some fancy restaurant with lots of Michelin stars, showing off how loaded they are.\u00a0 <\/span>The friends are just hangers-on, I think.<\/p>\n

    I\u2019m not sure about my new step-mother, Tracey, who is a blond bimbo. She spends all her time tarting herself up, pampering herself, bossing all the staff round and crawling up to my Dad. She is nice to him and manages to rein him in sometimes.\u00a0 <\/span>He treats her just like he treats everyone else like his employee. They say its because he’s so single-minded that he’s so successful.\u00a0 <\/span>I wondered if I\u2019d made the right decision staying living with Dad.\u00a0 <\/span>I still loved Mum and missed her terribly but I really couldn\u2019t get on with Derek, her new partner.\u00a0 <\/span>He was so critical of me.\u00a0 <\/span>And I didn\u2019t want to move away from home.\u00a0 <\/span>I was 17 when my parents divorced and I imagined I would be moving out to my own place before too long, but I\u2019m still there.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

    I did make some friends at school but never really had proper close friends, friends who would understand me, as none of them were wealthy like me.\u00a0 <\/span>They were jealous, I suppose.\u00a0 <\/span>They\u2019d come over to my house for my birthday parties and that was good but I rarely got invited back.\u00a0 <\/span>I suppose they thought their houses were too humble for me.\u00a0 <\/span>I’ve had boy friends, quite a number actually, but I\u2019ve had the same problem with them.\u00a0 <\/span>They liked me for the glamour of going with a local wealthy celebrity.\u00a0 <\/span>I\u2019ve been a bit loose with men really. I didn’t really fancy any of them and yet I let them have their way with me.\u00a0 <\/span>I was seeking attention, love even, I suppose. \u00a0 <\/span>I haven’t really enjoyed the sex bit and feel ashamed that I’ve been such a pushover.\u00a0 <\/span>My friend, Sarah, told me how wonderful making love was, telling me she and her boyfriend had managed to keep playing with each other all night, achieving orgasm after orgasm, often together.\u00a0 <\/span>My experiences weren\u2019t like that.\u00a0 <\/span>And I didn\u2019t feel the boys were interested in anything aside from the sex and the glamour, not in me per se.<\/p>\n

    My self-pitying reverie was interrupted by a couple of tattooed lads calling me from the quay.<\/p>\n

    “Hyia darling on your own are ya?”<\/p>\n

    I ignored this.<\/p>\n

    \u201cCome on love give us a break. A sexy lady like you shouldn\u2019t be on her own.\u201d<\/p>\n

    \u201cWe won’t hurt you, honest.\u201d<\/p>\n

    I get up to go inside, to get away from these two lads but inexplicably change my mind and instead go towards the rail.<\/p>\n

    \u201cEh, you’re a bit of all right ain’t yer?\u201d<\/p>\n

    Do I ignore them, go inside or invite them aboard?<\/p>\n

    “Would you like a beer?”<\/p>\n

    Am I mad?<\/p>\n

    “You bloody bet we would.”<\/p>\n

    “Leave your shoes on the quay and come aboard” I say as I push the switch to lower the passerelle. I then press the intercom button and order two beers for them and a rum and coke for me. As they come on board I welcome them and shake each of their hands.\u00a0 <\/span>They\u2019re both young like me and one of them is quite good looking although his ultra modern hair style and tattoos make him look cheap.\u00a0 <\/span>The other one looks a bit of a thug.<\/p>\n

    “I’m Sophie.”<\/p>\n

    “I’m Carl and this dickhead’s Wayne,\u201d said the thuggy-looking one.<\/p>\n

    \u201cHi Sophie, Wayne. Is this your yacht? You must be loaded,\u201d said the looker.<\/p>\n

    “It’s my fathers, not mine.”\u00a0 <\/span>Why do I have to sound so stuck up?<\/p>\n

    “Does ‘e own it like?”<\/p>\n

    “Yes.”<\/p>\n

    “Wow, I’ve never met anyone so bloody rich before. Av you Wayne?”<\/p>\n

    “Our cousin, Kevin’s gorra garage, init?”<\/p>\n

    “Yeah, that don’t hardly count, shitface.”<\/p>\n

    “Watch it, lady’s ‘ere.”<\/p>\n

    “Oh yeah, sorry luv.”<\/p>\n

    “What’s that one say?” I say pointing to a tattoo on Carl’s arm.<\/p>\n

    “Stacey till death do us part” says Wayne knowingly.<\/p>\n

    “Are you still together?” I ask Carl.<\/p>\n

    “No the fucking tarts shacked up wiv me big cunt of a brother.”<\/p>\n

    “Language.”<\/p>\n

    “Sorry luv.”<\/p>\n

    “So who’s current?”<\/p>\n

    “No one, vats why we’re ere. What about you? Bet there’s loads after you, wiv you being rich ‘n that.”<\/p>\n

    “And nice to look at, lovely hair” chipped in Wayne.<\/p>\n

    “Thank you Wayne, it’s nice to get a compliment.”<\/p>\n

    Just then Griff arrives with a drinks tray and stiffly places them on the table, his distaste of my companions obvious.<\/p>\n

    “Fanks mate”.<\/p>\n

    “Thanks, Griff, could we have a bowl of crisps and some cashews to go with these drinks.”\u00a0 <\/span>I said to get him back for that look.<\/p>\n

    “Spect you can ‘ave anything you want, eh?” Says Carl, “bet you’ve a flash motor, no?”<\/p>\n

    “I’ve an Audi TT, so not that special.”<\/p>\n

    “Better than my old Fiat and much better than his old Escort” says Carl, the thuggy one, who seems to want to put Wayne down.<\/p>\n

    “It’s a great old car mine. I don’t care if it\u2019s old and tatty it gets me about without costing me.”<\/p>\n

    I was warming to the modesty of Wayne and hating the brashness of Carl.<\/p>\n

    “So are you two friends who’ve come on holiday together?”<\/p>\n

    “Yeah, we’re workmates and we both live in the same town. We come out yesterday for a week. Last night we got real skinned and we \u2018aven’t been up that long. Missed the ole frigging day sleepin’ it off. So tonight just one beer.”<\/p>\n

    “You’re bloody joking. I’m going for it every fucking day of the ‘oliday.” Carl was beginning to depress me. If getting smashed every night was the height of his ambitions I didn’t think he could have much imagination.<\/p>\n

    Griff appeared with two rather meagre bowls of snacks, touch\u00e9. “Thanks Griff that’ll be all.”<\/p>\n

    “Goodnight, madam.”<\/p>\n

    “Oy, Carl you’ve fucking dropped on \u2018aven’t you?” Came from the quay. “You coming wiv us or what?”<\/p>\n

    There were several more loutish-looking young men on the quay. I was glad I’d taken the precaution of raising the passerelle so they couldn’t come aboard.<\/p>\n

    “Nice beer, fanks. I’m off to join me mates now if you’ll let me off. Finish your beer Wayne.”<\/p>\n

    “You don’t have to rush if you don’t want to. I’m not going anywhere and ..” And what I wondered.<\/p>\n

    “I fink I’d better go too. I need to look after Carl, he’s not hisself when he’s had too many. He could easily get into trouble.”<\/p>\n

    “Cummon Carl we ain’t wasting any more fucking drinking time,” came up from the quay.<\/p>\n

    “I don’t need looking after you cheeky sod, anyway I’ll be wiv that lot,” said Carl.<\/p>\n

    “I think they’re trouble. I don’t want to go wiv them,” replied Wayne.<\/p>\n

    “OK suit your bloody self, see ya. Eh, what’s yer name let me off this fucking gin palace will yer. An fanks for the beer.”<\/p>\n

    As soon as the passerelle touched the quay he was off and there we were just the two of us, both at loss of what to say to each other and both wondering whether being together was what we wanted. It was unplanned and unexpected. I wasn’t sure when my parents were due back and what they would think or say if Wayne was still with me. Then suddenly an urge came over me and I gave him a long hard kiss which he returned enthusiastically. Before I knew it his hands were inside my bra. Just as suddenly I broke off and pushed him away.<\/p>\n

    “I’m sorry I don’t know what came over me. I’m not a pushover and I don’t do sex till I know someone properly.”<\/p>\n

    “Yeah it were a bit sudden like but wow you really turned me on.\u00a0 <\/span>You\u2019re hot.\u201d<\/p>\n

    “I suppose I found it difficult to talk and somehow I wanted to make contact. I mean we’re worlds apart I mean socially, you know, I don’t mean to be rude. We just are. It’s obvious isn’t it? But I’m a female and you’re an attractive male so we have that in common.”<\/p>\n

    “It was ace, I’m really glad you snogged me and wow what a body!”<\/p>\n

    “Listen you’d better go now. My parents might come back anytime and now wouldn’t be the right time to meet them.”<\/p>\n

    “OK I’ll go then. I suppose I ain’t good enough.”<\/p>\n

    “No it’s not that. My Dad tends to drink too much and I just couldn’t face a scene. We could meet up tomorrow if you like. Somewhere a bit more neutral.”<\/p>\n

    “That’d be cool. Where?”<\/p>\n

    “How about coffee at Paolo’s Bar just over there on the promenade. Do you know where I mean?”<\/p>\n

    “OK I’ll find it. What time?”<\/p>\n

    “11 OK with you?”<\/p>\n

    “Yeah. Can I have anover snog?” And he was on me again but I kept his hands off me this time.<\/p>\n

    When Wayne had gone I went for a stroll along the quay in the other direction. Yachts, even more voluptuous than ours showed themselves off. Huge decks with fancy dining furniture, lit up with various coloured lights, fancy staterooms with white leather furniture, giant satellite discs on the quay. Whilst impressive it all looked sterile to me. To impress not to enjoy. I knew how competitive it all was.<\/p>\n

    When I made it back aboard I could hear Dad and Tracey, in their cabin. He was obviously drunk, loud and overbearing, she simpering “what would you like dearest Pooch”. I don’t know where that dreadful nickname came from but it made me nauseous, as did what I thought I heard him ask her to do for him. I closed my cabin door and switched on the air-con, drowning out any noises from their cabin and went to bed.<\/p>\n

    So would I make my arrangement tomorrow, I mused? That kiss was amazing. That was the upside, the draw. The downside was, well we are obviously so different. Sleep on it and decide in the morning.<\/p>\n

    (ii) Sophie – Going home<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

    A new day. The quay was less busy now, mainly crew carrying supplies to their owners\u2019 yachts. Tracy appeared around 10 and we had a coffee together.\u00a0 <\/span>Dad was sleeping it off.\u00a0 <\/span>I was still undecided as whether to make my date but I waited until after 12 before I went ashore and then I walked on the other side of the road from Paolo’s Bar, checking out who was there.\u00a0 <\/span>There were only two elderly couples sitting at tables outside and no one inside. So Wayne wasn’t there. Why would he be? I was an hour and a bit late. Did I want to meet him? Was this another missed opportunity? I should have had the courage, shouldn’t I? I regretted my cowardliness but knew it was probably for the best. Although I mused what had I got to lose? Wayne was much more of a turn-on than Rob, my current boyfriend.<\/p>\n

    Next day Dad decided to take the boat across to Ibiza which was quite an adventure as we were out of sight of land in both directions for a while.\u00a0 <\/span>The sea was like a mirror when we started off and we saw some dolphins on the way which was really cool.\u00a0 <\/span>The wind got up later and it became very choppy.\u00a0 <\/span>I was fine – I\u2019m quite a good sailor – but Tracey was terribly seasick. \u00a0 <\/span>She went green and managed to throw up four times.\u00a0 <\/span>We had to refuel when we arrived at Ibiza town marina and it took us a while to berth so it was getting late by the time we were able to go ashore.\u00a0 <\/span>Tracey recovered straight away.<\/p>\n

    Ibiza town is situated across the harbour from the marina so the berth was much quieter than the one in Mallorca.\u00a0 <\/span>Griff took us across to the town in our tender.\u00a0 <\/span>The view as we whizzed across the bay was amazing.\u00a0 <\/span>The town is perched on a hill leading up to a castle and the lights from it were reflected in the water.\u00a0 <\/span>We were dropped off seemingly right in the centre. The place was buzzing\u00a0 <\/span>with narrow streets lined by lovely boutiquey-type shops and rows of tables of bars and restaurants and thronged with the most way-out people, noisy, brash transvestites, scantily clad women – I even saw a few girls wearing only a g-string and high heels – and of course tourists. The three of us had dinner at an outside table, hardly talking, just drinking in the atmosphere, people watching.\u00a0 <\/span>Although briefly I wondered what might have happened if I had met up with Wayne that morning the incident was consigned to be just another memory.<\/p>\n

    Next morning I decided I’d had enough of Dad and Tracy\u00a0 <\/span>so I took a taxi to the airport and flew back to Manchester leaving them to take boat back to Mallorca.\u00a0 <\/span>They had another week\u2019s holiday booked.\u00a0 <\/span>I think they were relieved to see me go.<\/p>\n

    I’d sent a text to Rob, my boyfriend, and there he was waiting for me at the airport. It was really sweet of him to come to meet me but I did feel guilty as I\u2019d already decided he wasn\u2019t the one. I was on the verge of dumping him but I didn\u2019t know if he\u2019d make a scene so I had to choose the right moment. I\u2019d almost decided that there was no future in the relationship before the holiday but the snog with Wayne was the clincher. I needed a bit of excitement from a man.<\/p>\n

    As I came out of the baggage area I could see him waiting for me in a ridiculous blue suit. He did look a prat. What had I ever seen in him? Rob was plain boring, too subservient, too impressed by my flashy car, my dad, our mansion and anyway he had awful dress sense and was embarrassing to be seen with in public. Never-the-less he was reliable, did spoil me and, to give him his due, was quite good looking aside from his clothes.<\/p>\n

    I gave him a hug and a quick kiss. Luckily he didn\u2019t like displays of affection in public. He took my luggage off me and walked me to his car. We didn\u2019t talk much on the way home. Rob didn\u2019t like to talk and drive at the same time. He was a cautious driver and I wanted to take over as I was impatient to get home but I said nothing. Anyway I was preoccupied with coming home thoughts. These had been on the back burner whilst I was away but they came flooding back on the journey. I wasn\u2019t looking forward to coming home – there was Rob and there was my job. I work for Dad in his retail pet business. Dad is essentially a bully and had insisted that I should do this.\u00a0 <\/span>Since I hadn\u2019t really any idea of what I would do if I had the choice I didn\u2019t put up much of a fight and the job paid well and gave me a company car.<\/p>\n

    Dad told me that I must spend some time in each department of the business so that I\u2019d know every aspect of it before I started the job he had in mind for me, whatever that was. He imagined, I suppose, that eventually I’d be one of the Directors. So far I\u2019d just been in the office, checking the invoices against the delivery notes and booking out goods to the stores, sitting in with the buyers when reps showed their wares, that sort of thing. \u00a0 <\/span>I was expected to go into the stores for the next stage and I wasn\u2019t looking forward to this.<\/p>\n

    We arrived home mid afternoon.\u00a0 <\/span>I thanked Rob but didn\u2019t invite him in, saying I needed to recover from the journey. He said as I was going to be on my own he had booked a table for the evening at The Yellow Broom, an expensive restaurant about 30 minutes drive away.\u00a0 <\/span>That was typical of his thoughtfulness but although I was grateful I wanted to get the split over as soon as possible so I was in two minds as to whether to accept or decline.\u00a0 <\/span>In the end I accepted but persuaded him that I should drive, saying I missed driving whilst away.<\/p>\n

    I picked him up from his flat in Congleton around 7. He still had his awful suit on and he\u2019d changed his tie but I didn\u2019t think that helped. I had the radio on and pretended to be involved in the programme so I didn\u2019t have to talk. I was feeling tired and apprehensive about the evening. I had considered ending the relationship then and there but decided not to say anything until we were on the way home and that I would try to enjoy the occasion and be as pleasant to Rob as possible.<\/p>\n

    We were shown to a table for 2 right in the centre of the room which made me feel very uncomfortable. Apparently they were very busy and we were lucky to have got in at all. That didn\u2019t stop me asking the maitre di if we couldn\u2019t move to somewhere less exposed. No joy.<\/p>\n

    Rob started to talk once we\u2019d ordered our pre-dinner drinks. Before that he\u2019d seemed out of sorts, nervous even, and I was wondering if he\u2019d sensed something in my mood.<\/p>\n

    \u201cI\u2019ve missed you loads\u201d he said, \u201cDid you have a nice time?\u201d<\/p>\n

    \u201cYes thanks, it was fine, considering SHE was there.\u201d<\/p>\n

    \u201cOh, you still not getting on?\u201d<\/p>\n

    \u201cShe\u2019s just so \u2026uhg.\u201d I couldn\u2019t think of what she was so \u2026 Actually in reality I didn\u2019t dislike her. She was a gold-digger, that was obvious but she did care for Dad. She was very good to him.<\/p>\n

    \u201cDid you miss me?\u201d<\/p>\n

    \u201cOf course,\u201d I said, like a hole in the head I thought.<\/p>\n

    \u201cDid you meet anyone?\u201d Rob could be possessive and became jealous easily. I found this stifling.<\/p>\n

    \u201cNot really, although a couple of lads came aboard one night for a beer.\u201d White lie, I thought \u2013 it\u2019s not my fault he\u2019s jealous.<\/p>\n

    \u201cWere they nice?\u201d<\/p>\n

    \u201cOne of them was alright but the other was a complete wally. I only saw them once.\u201d<\/p>\n

    \u201cI missed you.\u201d<\/p>\n

    Just then the waiter appeared and invited us to order. I really found this difficult as my mind was on how to dump Rob with the least pain to both of us and I didn\u2019t want to ruin the meal. I was a bit naughty as I deliberately chose expensively from the menu and I did rib him a bit without making it obvious that I was taking the piss. The meal was excellent even though I had to restrict my drinking to one glass of wine. I was so determined to enjoy it I ate slowly and savoured the flavour of each mouthful.<\/p>\n

    I drove very fast on the way back and I could see Rob was quietly terrified.\u00a0 <\/span>He didn\u2019t like my driving.\u00a0 <\/span>I parked up outside his flat with no plans to go in.<\/p>\n

    \u201cRob,\u201d I said tentatively, \u201cthat was a lovely meal, thank you. And thank you for picking me up today.\u201d\u00a0 <\/span>I was feeling guilty so I forced \u00a350 on him for my share of the meal. I knew I could afford it more than him.\u00a0 <\/span>But I bottled out and said nothing more.\u00a0 <\/span>I was going to be home alone for a week and I suppose I thought he was better than nothing. So my resolve to finish with him had deserted me.\u00a0 <\/span>I didn\u2019t want to not have a boyfriend and we rubbed along comfortably enough. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

    (iii) Sophie At work<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

    Next day was a work day. \u00a0 <\/span>I worked at Cannon Pet Supplies – Where Pets Are Family, according to the marketing.\u00a0 I had been told to go to the Crewe branch and, as\u00a0always I was apprehensive before starting at a new place.\u00a0 The other staff all knew I was the bosses daughter and treated me accordingly. No way could I have a normal relationship with any of them. They were too obsequious. It was different for Dad, he knew he was boss and they were his employees. He\u2019d interviewed and set many of them on. He could have an honest relationship with them and I admired the way he treated them. He knew the names and odd bits of personal information about each and every one of them, unless they were new, and with ten outlets that was a lot of employees. He saw that as an important part of his job.\u00a0 <\/span>I knew if I found it difficult working with office staff, having day to day contact with \u2018the shop floor workers\u2019 was going to be even more challenging. I couldn\u2019t be part of their world. I was being paid probably ten times what they earned and really I was just an assistant at best. This was their life, what they did every day, what they were likely to be doing for the foreseeable future. I was an impostor in their world.<\/p>\n

    I arrived just after 9 o’clock, feeling guilty as I was 10 minutes late. \u00a0Dad had told me to park in the space reserved for Directors but I decided to park in the nearby public car park instead. The manager, called Tom, was expecting me, made no comment about my late arrival and politely showed me round.\u00a0 It was a big outlet – I think it had previously been a Comet store – and already there were quite a few customers. \u00a0As well as the ground floor there was a mezzanine floor where there were live puppies, kittens, guinea pigs and so on. I don\u2019t think we sold live animals in many of the stores.\u00a0 <\/span>They were entrancing, fluffy little mewing kittens, soft-furred puppies, but I was particularly drawn to the pet rabbits sitting in their cages, their little noses twitching. I’ve always loved rabbits and when I was little I had one as a pet. Unfortunately it was always escaping and eventually it escaped and never returned.<\/p>\n

    My current assignment was to be in the goods-in department which was through a door at the back of the store.\u00a0 This is the place where stock is booked in and priced up. \u00a0Dad had said that the work would increase my product knowledge, essential if I was to be any use to the business.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

    Tom introduced me to the two lads, Geoff and another Tom, who I would be working with. The room was quite cramped and there were boxes piled high in all directions. The company warehouse accepts the goods from the suppliers, allocates them into portions for each store and then forwards the unopened boxes. We opened each box and checked the items against the warehouse docket. Some of them were already barcoded but for those that weren’t we printed out our own barcodes and stuck them on the items. Once the items had been checked and, if necessary bar-coded, they were returned to the boxes they came in and put ready for the store staff to take into the store and place on the shelves.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

    The work was quite interesting, unpacking the boxes and handling the goods. I was familiar with the names of the products from my spell in the accounts department and it was nice to see and touch the items which had just been details on an invoice or delivery note before.\u00a0The two lads worked hard and were good fun and didn’t suck up to me so I felt comfortable working with them. Geoff was a Pet Shop Boys fan and we had his music blaring out most of the time. He said his choice of music was nothing to do with the fact he worked in the pet industry.<\/p>\n

    After a couple of hours I took a coffee break. Coffee breaks and lunches could be socially challenging as I never knew who I’d be sharing the staff room with. The staff room in this store was adjacent to where I’d been working and was more of a passageway to the loo than a room. When I arrived there two girls off the shop floor were also taking their break.\u00a0 One of them showed me where the stuff was to make a coffee and then she ignored me and carried on taking to the other girl as if I wasn’t there. \u00a0 I was used to this kind of treatment and let it wash over me.\u00a0 I used to let it upset me and had told Rob about it and he thought that it wasn\u2019t that they were being deliberately rude just that they didn\u2019t know how to deal with me.\u00a0 That had made me feel a little better about it.<\/p>\n

    I met more of the shop store staff over the next few days. Obviously they all knew I was the bosses daughter. Some of them were subservient and sickly sweet and others were aggressive, in a sort of subtle way, putting me down, completely ignoring me or just cutting me out of the conversation. So I didn’t think I’d make much headway with friendships there. Still I was enjoying Tom and Geoff’s company and work wasn’t as bad as I’d feared.<\/p>\n

    Amazingly one lunchtime, though, I did meet someone. Actually I’d seen him around in the store a few times before I actually met him. He’d popped in the back where we were working a couple of times just to get stock. He was tall and gangly with shoulder length hair and was quite sexy.\u00a0I managed to find out that he was a student working as a shelf stacker in his holidays. \u00a0I took a shine to him immediately. It wasn’t just his good looks, it was his confident manner and the matter-of-fact way he went about what he had to do. So, I couldn’t believe my luck, when one day we were both on our lunch break at the same time. We had three quarters of an hour together in the staff room to get to know one another. His home-made sandwiches looked better than the ones I had picked up from Boots on the way in.<\/p>\n

    I discovered he’s studying horticulture and is in his final year and his name is Tim. His parents live in North Wales and are into self-sufficiency, whatever that means. He’d been taken on as a temporary staff member to cover staff holidays and was earning as much as he could to pay back money he’d borrowed from his parents for his education. I had to tell him I was the bosses daughter just there to learn about the business from the bottom up.<\/p>\n

    \u201cFunny,\u201d he said, \u201cI didn’t think you were permanent staff.\u201d<\/p>\n

    I think he already knew who I was and was just being polite. Anyway we got on so well I was on a high all afternoon and found it difficult to concentrate. I was so distracted, Tom, one of the lads I was working with, wondered if I was feeling all right!<\/p>\n

    That evening I was feeling positive, buoyed up with meeting a man I actually liked. So I rang up one of my girl friends from school days, Sarah, and told her I was footloose and fancy free. Although she was surprised to hear from me after such a long time she was obviously pleased and suggested we meet up that same evening. She wanted to see a play at the New Vic and suggested I join her and that we have a meal there before the performance. Sarah had been one of my school friends that I hadn’t kept up with because she had a man and wasn’t interested in much else. It turned out that her long term relationship with that man, Clive, a chap we’d both met years ago at a Tennis Club Dinner, had finally broken down just a few days earlier. She didn’t seem that upset about it, in fact rather the opposite. She explained that really she’d known for some time that she didn’t love him but just hadn’t had the courage to do anything about it.<\/p>\n

    “I am a bit worried about him though,” she said, “he’s a moody bugger and can get very depressed. I hope he doesn’t do anything stupid.”<\/p>\n

    “I’m sure he’ll be OK,\u201d I said. \u201cCoincidence or what?, I\u2019m planning to finish with my current, Rob, so I\u2019ll be in the same boat as you soon. Oh, you probably didn’t know Rob did you? Well he’s in television and we’ve been together for about 10 months.\u201d<\/p>\n

    “OK. So how will he take it?”<\/p>\n

    “Don’t know, don’t care. He’ll get over it. I don’t think there was ever much between us. He just liked going out with me because I’m rich and my Dad’s famous and I liked the way he fawned over me, always sending me flowers and buying me stuff.\u00a0 He was hopeless in bed –\u00a0problems keeping it up.\u00a0 Sorry too much information; forget I said that.\u201d<\/p>\n

    \u201cOK forgotten,\u00a0 So we can soon start going out clubbing together eh? See who’s out there. Cool eh?”<\/p>\n

    “Maybe,” I said doubtfully, thinking that I knew the type of men we might have to put up with if we resorted to that line of action.\u00a0 “Anyway I met someone today and well, early days, but, to tell the truth, I really liked him. So if all goes to plan well who knows.\u201d<\/p>\n

    I hadn’t really formulated this thought properly and surprised myself by saying this.<\/p>\n

    “Tell me more.”<\/p>\n

    “Well he’s tall and slim with long hair, blue eyes and wears sort of hippyish clothes. And we just clicked, somehow. He’s a student working at one of our stores as a vac job.”<\/p>\n

    “Oh! Doesn’t really sound your type.”<\/p>\n

    I could see where Sarah was coming from and sensed also that she was disappointed. I think she had hopes for us as pulling partners.<\/p>\n

    “Anyway,” I said, “I’ll see you at the theatre about half six.”<\/p>\n

    I enjoyed the New Vic. It was a welcoming place even though the architecture was quite brutal – all brick, rough concrete and glass. The food was good too, almost like home cooking. Sarah hadn’t changed much since school days and treated me like a long lost friend.\u00a0 We chatted amicably until the three minute call for the theatre performance was announced just giving us time to visit the loo before finding our seats.<\/p>\n

    The play was really good.\u00a0 I love the atmosphere of theatre in the round.\u00a0 Somehow it\u2019s more intimate than conventional theatre.\u00a0 We sat on the front row and the actors were within touching distance of us so we could see their facial expressions clearly.\u00a0 Afterwards we went back upstairs to the bar for a drink.\u00a0 Sarah said she fancied one of the actors and we knew that the cast usually came into the bar after the performance. We were there a while before they did appear and then they came in in dribs and drabs and gathered together in a huddle. It soon became obvious that not only were they not interested in interacting with us but the guy she thought she fancied was gay. He kept touching one of the other male members of cast and his body language made his inclination obvious.\u00a0 Sarah wasn\u2019t terribly put out though.\u00a0 It had only been a passing fancy.<\/p>\n

    It had been a good night out and I was pleased when Sarah suggested we repeat the performance when the next play was on.<\/p>\n

    \u201cAnd don’t forget, if you fancy a debauched night out sometime, we could troll the clubs.\u201d<\/p>\n

    \u201cOK thanks, I’m not sure that’s my scene anymore, but I’ll think about it.\u201d<\/p>\n

    \u201cGood luck with Tim. I hope he’s all you want him to be.\u201d<\/p>\n

    \u201cThanks, bye.\u201d<\/p>\n

    That night I couldn’t get to sleep for ages. I felt a bit worried about breaking up with Rob. I knew this was the right decision but I suppose we did rub along most of the time.\u00a0 <\/span>And what would I do without a boyfriend to go places with?<\/p>\n

    Then I was worried about Dad. I’d eavesdropped on him talking on the phone and was sure he was arranging a romantic meeting for his scheduled trip to New York next week. He was awful like that, always had to have a secret liaison in his life. It was like an addictive drug. I worried because I knew how much this cloak and dagger stuff took out of him. He always got wound up and drank more than he should. At times he embarrassed me. Not that he often appeared drunk but his breath smelled of alcohol and people must have put two and two together. Fortunately Cannon Pets Supplies was too important to him so he was never drunk at work. Much as I despised Tracey, my step-mother, I hated the thought of my father cheating on her. He’d cheated on Mum so many times.\u00a0 The only serious affair I knew about was the one he\u2019d had with Tracey and I suppose she must know what he’s like and how to deal with it.<\/p>\n

    Then I was thinking of Tim, wondering if I’d imagined the chemistry I’d felt, wondering how to progress the relationship. I knew I could be a bit forward and I didn’t want to show him that side of my character. But he might not think he had a chance with me – a student asking the bosses daughter out.<\/p>\n

    Eventually I dozed off and next morning was in a deep sleep when the alarm went off.<\/p>\n

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